I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.

I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.

This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.

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Cake day: December 5th, 2024

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  • Yeah, it was I guess, find someone who is more like a friend (that you happen to also fuck), maybe the same approach for someone I don’t want to fuck (but for romantic reasons instead), or maybe both, no need for those to be exclusive.

    Now I’m exposed to people because I’m used to it I guess, but I’m prepping myself mentally to not depend on people, because I’m also used to be rejected as a bad person because I can’t do certain things. Like, being lazy for having ADHD. Mostly punished for things I can’t control, when I would rather be away from those people alltogether. I started prepping myself for a world that admits no rights.


  • I’m a misanthrope, less men = less people long-term, less rape from men due to less men = less hate for men, works for me all-around. Humans more isolated in general, also works for me, because my entire thing lately is I think humans will exploit each other as long as they are allowed to, a.k.a as long as they keep being together. Men and women isolating themselves is not the ideal way to achieve this, but it is a way.

    I’m not even going to hide it, it serves my other isolationist agenda. Plus, If women can no longer trust men, and men tend to be pretty upset about it, them just not being together would solve this problem pretty fast, this also goes in line with my belief that supply and demand does apply to humans too, so the less of them there are around, the more valuable all of them are.

    Any time there is a thread speaking about independence, cutting people off, growing your own food, etc, I tend to get right on it. I didn’t even get upset that women want to not interact with men, because I am primed to accept not being wanted, I don’t consider this world mine.

    There it is, no lies.